thoughts on dating as opposed to marriage

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The point of dating is to determine whether or not we should marry.

Marriage is for intimacy, dating is for clarity.

How can we say if anyone is a suitable wife without dating?

This does not apply for the inverse. We cannot tell if anyone meets standards, we can only tell if they do not.

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