dreams (2) 4/5/19 i get rejected, sing worship songs, stream workshop, my teeth fall out

I don’t remember the details, but the dream opens with me getting rejected by Hanah. I don’t know in what sense, or the context, all I know is that it was in person and that it was very blunt, and I’m kind of hurt, but not as much because I’m used to it by now. I’m not surprised by it.

I am watching someone who streams their character creations. She’s showing me the ins and outs of it. I think it’s actually Jane, from Breaking Bad (lol). But she’s super shy and afraid of something.

My teeth are falling out. I’m still at the streaming workshop but my classmates from middle school are there. But bottom left teeth are falling out. The people around me are talking about a murder. Somebody’s murdered.

I’m at a swim meet and I see Meagan. She’s older now. I also dream about another girl, I don’t remember her name, was it Hunter? Or Tiger Lilly? I don’t see her in person, it’s just a picture I dream about.

Afterwards I’m at school, and Grace starts singing. To my surprise, it’s worship, and to my even greater surprise, the whole class starts singing. We are singing “Everlasting God”. I really let loose in the dream. At first I am cautious, but I want to sing really bad and somehow Grace makes me feel like it’s alright.

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This part wasn’t dreamt last night, I dreamt it while I was sleeping at David’s house (so Wednesday). I’ve just forgotten about it until now.

I hear blood, I don’t see it well because it’s dark, but I hear blood, thick and hot, pouring out. Just thick ropes of blood, spilling onto the ground. I’m not afraid, I’m just concerned. Who is it? The first name that pops into my head is Hanah, but I’m not convinced it’s her, I think it’s just a question, not an answer (“it is hanah!” vs “is it hanah?”). I don’t know who it is. But somebody’s bleeding, and they’re bleeding a lot, and I know the blood is pooling at my feet now (though I can’t feel it).

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